My meandering path through life.

Archive for January, 2012

7 Weeks

It’s been seven weeks since the day my life changed.

I have been through many milestones; my first job, getting married, the birth of my kids, but never have I have been through something that felt like it stripped away who I am. I still don’t know how I feel except I know I am scared. The weight of knowing I need to take care of my family, to feed and clothe them, to provide shelter and transportation, to keep the bills paid. Somedays I just don’t know.

I am thankful for the blessings we received through the Christmas season. Many felt like miracles and I praise God for putting us on people’s hearts. Thank you.

January is almost through and I need to fight to get the motivation to get through some of the basics things I need to do.